Just wonder how you did it? Its been a very eye opening experience for me to find out that the god of the bible is as real as Thor or Ra. I still believe a higher power created life but can see now how it doesn't really care about us. So with this in mind realizing one has only 70-80 years to live and that may be just it, is very stunning.
I have been coming to that realization for the past 30 years. That the bible God is as real as Thor or Ra.
I have dealt with it lots of ways. Keep busy, exercise. I have taken anti depressents which I am now weening myself off of.
I lived 62 years following a lot of Godly principals.
I picked and chose to satisfy myself.
I have done everything I can or was interested to do and could afford.
If I had 100 million dollars. I would just buy more things and have fancier things.
Which I have come to realize things dont make me happy. Maybe for 5 minutes to one day.
If I had 100 million I probably would travel, but I can see most things on the travel channel and cable tv
from the comfort and security of my home.
I like to think there is a higher power. Some forms of new age religion might be comforting.
There are a lot of possibilities to explore but you will never find the smoking gun.
If you do tell us and someone will tell you its not the gun and its not smoking.
Then again thinking there is a higher power that doesnt care about us is kind of like looking
behind the curtain at the wizard in Oz.
Curiosity killed the cat. Its an immage you cant get out of your mind the wizard in Oz.
Once you stretch the elastic out of youre underwear they never fit right anymore.
Thats the way your brain is when you find out the truth about the truth and the truth about life.